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it's not that hard to think i once had you, i once made you happy, i once was your girlfriend, we shared the best love i've ever experienced..no that doesn't bother me much at all anymore
but laying next to you and realizing every inch of you is beautiful, and knowing how pathetic i must look because you, and i, and everyone in the world, knows i how i get when it comes to you. i'm there at your side whenever you need me, i'd do anything for you
being in your arms again
holding your hand in mine
i can look at you and my whole body fills up with every positive feeling there is
and it's so good knowing i can look at you and count all of the things i love about you
feeling a rush of happiness ........even for just a few hours
the happiest feeling out of all the feelings i know how to feel
the most amazing feeling i could ever feel in my life
honestly, indescribable to say the least
^^^^ THAT
and knowing how TEMPORARY it is and how you're not MINE anymore at all
yet we're laying there with eachother as if it weren't temporary
it's probably the worst thing i've ever experienced so far
just being so close to you using ALL FIVE of my senses with you
and knowing there is no substance to it and it'll never be how it started out to be
ever again
i can only blame myself
really
but laying next to you and realizing every inch of you is beautiful, and knowing how pathetic i must look because you, and i, and everyone in the world, knows i how i get when it comes to you. i'm there at your side whenever you need me, i'd do anything for you
being in your arms again
holding your hand in mine
i can look at you and my whole body fills up with every positive feeling there is
and it's so good knowing i can look at you and count all of the things i love about you
feeling a rush of happiness ........even for just a few hours
the happiest feeling out of all the feelings i know how to feel
the most amazing feeling i could ever feel in my life
honestly, indescribable to say the least
^^^^ THAT
and knowing how TEMPORARY it is and how you're not MINE anymore at all
yet we're laying there with eachother as if it weren't temporary
it's probably the worst thing i've ever experienced so far
just being so close to you using ALL FIVE of my senses with you
and knowing there is no substance to it and it'll never be how it started out to be
ever again
i can only blame myself
really