Oct 10, 2006 22:06
Look, i know you guys are lying to me about the time. just so that i'll be there on time. and i think it's slimy. slimy of you to not only lie to me, but then giggle about it behind my back. that's not what friends do. you act like i'm a completely irresponsible person that had an inability to be on time. IT'S NOT TRUE. If you actually need me at a certain time JUST TELL ME. and i'll be there. don't lie to me. if it's something that isn't all that important, yeah i may be late on occasion. not because i'm trying to be, but because i know that it isn't pressing i won't stress out about being exactly on time. that doesn't mean i can't be exactly on time for something that is important.
it just pisses me off that it's become a joke about me. i'm picked on for it. you lie to me, you laugh at me, take bets on when i'll show up, thats not what friends are supposed to do, and honestly i'm tired of it. It was ok for a while, but you guys do it even when i'm actually on time or early. if you say something enough, it becomes hurtful. and this has become hurtful. yeah, yeah, yeah....in the real world I'll have to be on time. but it isn't your job to teach me that. besides i can be when i choose (except for the occasion when i have sibling problems).
keep in mind THIS IS NOT A PERSONAL ATTACK ON ANY ONE PERSON jut in general I'm tired of it. so just be honest with me. tell me that you really need me to be on time this time, and i will be
ok i'm done ranting, and i'm going to bed. i'm not writing this to attack anyone, nor listen to any defenses. i just wanted you all to know how i feel, and this was the final straw.