BABY DONT HURT ME NO MORE
So today was a surreal acid trip.
I woke up, went to training, called Brodsky afterwards, she said there was some serious news. Little did I know how serious it actually was.
My friend and a couple other people I knew were in a car accident, and my good friend got the brunt of it. The other people were out of the hospital, but he was still in it. He had like, 4 broken ribs and a punctured lung. I was freaked out. Turns out that it happened on Saturday, but Brodsky hadn't gotten word of it till that morning (No one had told her about it. Apparently, the driver didn't want her to know for some reason)
So she drove over with Lucy and we went over to the hospital to see him.
I really don't know what to think of the whole thing. When I saw him he looked terrible. He's usually very energetic and peppy, and then all of sudden he was just kind of laying there looking exhausted and in pain. It really made me think about how real death is. I mean, you hear this shit all the time, but once you see it, it's terrifying. One of my biggest fears is losing a close friend or family member. And being that close to that fear really makes that fear more real than ever. I mean, now all I can think about is like, what if as I'm typing this, someone I love is getting hurt.
Now I'm more high strung than ever.
Shit.
Thats all I gotta say on this for now. It's hard to type something personal when someone is reading it as I type it :D
~Toodles
~*Pandora*~
I woke up, went to training, called Brodsky afterwards, she said there was some serious news. Little did I know how serious it actually was.
My friend and a couple other people I knew were in a car accident, and my good friend got the brunt of it. The other people were out of the hospital, but he was still in it. He had like, 4 broken ribs and a punctured lung. I was freaked out. Turns out that it happened on Saturday, but Brodsky hadn't gotten word of it till that morning (No one had told her about it. Apparently, the driver didn't want her to know for some reason)
So she drove over with Lucy and we went over to the hospital to see him.
I really don't know what to think of the whole thing. When I saw him he looked terrible. He's usually very energetic and peppy, and then all of sudden he was just kind of laying there looking exhausted and in pain. It really made me think about how real death is. I mean, you hear this shit all the time, but once you see it, it's terrifying. One of my biggest fears is losing a close friend or family member. And being that close to that fear really makes that fear more real than ever. I mean, now all I can think about is like, what if as I'm typing this, someone I love is getting hurt.
Now I'm more high strung than ever.
Shit.
Thats all I gotta say on this for now. It's hard to type something personal when someone is reading it as I type it :D
~Toodles
~*Pandora*~