May 29, 2005 16:27
yeah.. im pretty much bored haha..i was supposed to have people over tonight..but then ash couldnt..and laur couldnt.. and tom never answered me, but he has la familia over so im guessing he couldnt.. and jills doing other stuff lol..and thats pretty much the basis of my party list haha. then tomorrow ash tom and arty were supposed to go to my game but ash has work :( but thats okay we're going out after that or something, who knows. whatever works is fine by me. i decided that i love my friends. they are completely the most amazing people ever.. and i know i was bummed about certain things this weekend, but my friends just made me laugh histerically and i needed that like crazy so much love to ash jill laur and tom.. you guys are amazing..you know.. i finally feel like i belong somewhere. isn't that nuts? i love those kids like its my fucking job.. haha. now im sitting here waiting to hear if jill is coming today or not she said she might come later.. who knows..my uncle came over before.. and hes such a strange guy.. he makes me laugh though.. hes a total burnt out surfer guy..its hilarious.. he's the best though.. him and his lectures haha.. i guess i needed one.. but i feel much better about things and im sorry for the way ive acted *to all my friends* .. i just hope you guys know i love you.. especially with whats coming up soon.....
xo ajb