spring break
well.. so far spring break has been so awesome.. except the whole fact my dad isnt coming but whatever.. ive spent a lot of time thinking.. for easter i was in cape may.. it was good.. except its not my safe place anymore.. i didnt feel better about things and i even started crying.. my room i stay in was painted blue.. from its usual white.. and i felt like part of me was painted over.. i know it sounds dumb.. i was remembering shamp and john and i talked to my aunt and i started crying.. i feel bad because i know im supposed to be strong for her.. but i dont handle it too well.. but i try...
i havent done much over break but softball.. i hung out with tom twice.. once with connie and last night with pubis.. its been a lot of fun.. theyre good kids.. and fun kids too.. tom is awesome. its funny two months ago i had no idea who he was and now im constantly talking to him. i love it...he always makes me laugh its amazing..and pubis is just the funniest girl a live..hopefully today i will hang out with jill.. id like to. maybe even go bowling or something.. or just hang out at my house or hers. shes been in RI so im glad shes back.. i have alot to tell her..
i started writing a book.. its an autobiography in a journal format.. and its really helping me vent.. and i love it. i decided ill write in it for a year and see where it goes. its fun to me.. i stay up all night and write. its amazing..
i read this awesome book called ' the perks of being a wall flower' and it was amazing. thanks to alyssa for the tip on getting it.. it was about this kids life and its just amazing. i cant explain it. its just perfectly amazing..
well i guess thats pretty much it for now.
xo ajb
i havent done much over break but softball.. i hung out with tom twice.. once with connie and last night with pubis.. its been a lot of fun.. theyre good kids.. and fun kids too.. tom is awesome. its funny two months ago i had no idea who he was and now im constantly talking to him. i love it...he always makes me laugh its amazing..and pubis is just the funniest girl a live..hopefully today i will hang out with jill.. id like to. maybe even go bowling or something.. or just hang out at my house or hers. shes been in RI so im glad shes back.. i have alot to tell her..
i started writing a book.. its an autobiography in a journal format.. and its really helping me vent.. and i love it. i decided ill write in it for a year and see where it goes. its fun to me.. i stay up all night and write. its amazing..
i read this awesome book called ' the perks of being a wall flower' and it was amazing. thanks to alyssa for the tip on getting it.. it was about this kids life and its just amazing. i cant explain it. its just perfectly amazing..
well i guess thats pretty much it for now.
xo ajb