Bah!!!!
Ok here is my sad crappy story. It starts with this guy who we shall name...... Chandler( god I must stop watching Friends) and he is a really nice, great all around guy. The sort you dream of but never can find in real life. Anyway so I was having a convo with this girl who we shall name...... Rachel ( since I am going with the Friends theme). Now Rachel is the nicest person ever, super sweet, funny,the cheerleader, prom queen, kind you want to hate but she is too damn nice. So anyway Me and Rachel are talking and she asks me," Have you heard any rumors about me and Chandler?". So of course I have so we start talking and it turns out that Rachel and Chandler are dating! Now this aweful cold feeling washes over me, and I realize that I really like this guy. It actually is physically painful to hear these words coming out of her mouth. I have visions of killing her and screaming No you bitch he's mine!!! Obviously I don't and I just sit there and listen to her go on and on about how great he is and how much she misses him. All the while I'm trying not to burst out into tears. So then she tells me that it has to be kept a secret because it is against the rules for them to date and I am the only person aside from.... Pheobe.... who knows about this. Then I find out that I have a class with them, meaning I have to see the two of them every freakin day. Together. The two of them ... and me. AHHHHH!!!!! And I really want to hate Rachel but I can't she is just so dam nice. This would normally be a great thing except I want to be Monica.....( This will make no sense unless you have watched Friends). I honestly don't know if I can handle this on top of the fact that my grandma died on Christmas Eve. Happy Holidays!