well.. Lately I guess I've been feeling kinda depressed. I've been
putting on a show for everyone at school, pretending I was happy and
what not when I'm really not. I don't know why I'm so down.. Probably
just the weather I guess. Today when I came home and it was really
snowing out, I decided to go out in the field across the street and
lie down in the snow and think about stuff. A group of dear ran past me
only about 5 feet away. It was cool. I don't know what's going on with
me and other certain people. But I've decided to just let nature take
its course. Whatever happens, happens I guess. School work is starting
to get tough. But I did get a 100 on my Algebra exam today, that's
nice. This weekend I think I'm hanging out with Abby and Riley and
possibly going to their game if I can get a ride. =] My mom won't take
me to Hampton though =\. I'm hoping the roads freeze over tonight and
what not which will cause a two-hour delay or possibly a snow day. I'm
getting sort of sick of winter and school and everything. I just want
it all to end. I'll be posting pictures soon. Just haven't gotten
around to it lately though. That's it for now.
"For You to Notice"
by: Dashboard Confessional
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head,
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming,
and you'd want to call me.
And I would be there every time
you'd need me.
I'd be there every time.
But for now I'll look so longingly,
waiting.
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me..