friends and life
Suddenly remember a thing called friendster and decided to pop by to see what's new and how's everyone.
Some, I've already lost contact with. Never said 'Hi' or anything like that. A little sad but that's life. People come in and out of our lives. It's inevitable. Suck it in and keep walking. However, when I see friends who I used to be very close with, changed so drastically that I can hardly recognize, my heart strings were tugged a little. It's hard not to ask "what happened?". Not in a bad sense but as in what happened to our friendship? Was it because I was away for a year and a half?
Bollocks. I never felt like I was left behind with Cass and the rest although sometimes I felt left out. But that's just the side effect. So what happened? I don't deny my friendship with people here were that awesome to begin with like Qinghui and the girls. But.. hmm. Okay, I guess that's why. Haha.
Which also makes me wonder, have I been a good friend? What do they see in me that makes them want to be my friend? Other than I'm loud and ever so spasticated.
Besides, everyone is either busy nowadays studying or working. After over 15 years of studying for the sake of it, I think I know what I really want. And I really want to continue studying but.. yeah. Financial issues, pfft.
Long breaks really makes you think. They also make you real lazy but that's beside the point.
Growing up, self discovery and reflections - a rinse, wash and repeat cycle of life.
Some, I've already lost contact with. Never said 'Hi' or anything like that. A little sad but that's life. People come in and out of our lives. It's inevitable. Suck it in and keep walking. However, when I see friends who I used to be very close with, changed so drastically that I can hardly recognize, my heart strings were tugged a little. It's hard not to ask "what happened?". Not in a bad sense but as in what happened to our friendship? Was it because I was away for a year and a half?
Bollocks. I never felt like I was left behind with Cass and the rest although sometimes I felt left out. But that's just the side effect. So what happened? I don't deny my friendship with people here were that awesome to begin with like Qinghui and the girls. But.. hmm. Okay, I guess that's why. Haha.
Which also makes me wonder, have I been a good friend? What do they see in me that makes them want to be my friend? Other than I'm loud and ever so spasticated.
Besides, everyone is either busy nowadays studying or working. After over 15 years of studying for the sake of it, I think I know what I really want. And I really want to continue studying but.. yeah. Financial issues, pfft.
Long breaks really makes you think. They also make you real lazy but that's beside the point.
Growing up, self discovery and reflections - a rinse, wash and repeat cycle of life.