extremely random rant

Jan 27, 2007 22:07

Since I've last update, I've watched a few shows online. Mainly Nobuta wo Produce, Dragon Zakura, Kimi wa Petto, Please Teach Me English, Akagi and Bartender. All in Jap except PTME which is also the only movie in the list. The last two are animes.

If you don't know what I'm getting at, I saying that I'm bored. Real bored.

Of all the graduates that came back to Singapore, I think I'm the only one left without a job. It's really quite demoralizing. There are a couple of companies that I'm really interested in but I know I probably will never get a job there. And although I'm not keen on a 9 to 5 job, it seems that it's almost impossible for me to choose something else from my Degree. Should I just give up and go with a job that I don't really like? Just like most Singaporeans here?

What's the point of having a Degree that no one wants? Sometimes I can't help but wonder if it would've been better if I just came out to work when I graduated from Poly. At least then I would've already gained 1.5 years worth of experience. Everything I see online and on the newspapers these days requires a person to have experience. What's wrong with these people?! Where do you get people with experience if fresh grads don't get a chance to gain them in the first place?!

I like the arts. Design, photography, music, visual effects, performances, everything. But with my Degree, I highly doubt I can pursue these aspects. Would it have been better for me to stay in Australia or maybe, have never gone at all?

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On another note, going out these days is very bad for me. I'm broke and all I see are things that I like but I can't afford. Not exactly healthy for the wallet and heart.

I also miss taking photos and going on out when and wherever I want. I think I've said this like a million times but I'm going to say it again. I miss my life in Australia. My freedom, my shoebox apartment, my neighbours, the weather and almost everything else. Sigh.

Also, I think I'm falling sick. Yay for me.

thoughts

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