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Feb 02, 2004 18:38




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xD! *is a loooooser* I haven't been ANYWHERE. *dais laughing* I've lived in Utah my whole life. Nothing state Utah. I love Utah. Utah=homeandstuff

Well, since everyone else is giving insightful entries thinking about the past, I figure, why not contribute, mmm?



My Claud, I've changed since this time last year. It's amazing to me, really. I mean, honestly. This time last year I was... I'll admit... Normal, omg. I had a group of four friends, school, the internet, and all in all, I didn't really know myself at all. I was something one day, and would completely change myself the next. It confused a lot of people, I think.

This time last year, let's see. I was still in my infatuation with Josh, RPed with Fabian every Friday night, talked about weird stuff with Biggy, Jose, Josh, Viper (especially), and all the fun people I never talk to anymore in the Arena, and was searching for more buds on forums and such. I was crushed any time anyone said ANYTHING against me (Like the time Viper was calling me fat, which is funny, 'cause he'd never even seen a picture of me. I said he was a girl, and we became best friends that night), and I boasted for days any time someone gave me a compliment. I was just waking up from depression, and my whole life revolved around this computer. *pats it*

Over last year I've gone through my share of guys, too. As a tribute to Valentine's Day (which is coming up, omg), I'm going to take a second and think about all the crap I've learned from them.

Okay, now.

Josh- I've learned that life goes on after men CHEAT ON YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO DIE. That's just how life goes, I guess.

Keaton- Relationships where they only go out with you because they think you're hot never work out. Nuh-uh...

Michael- I've learned more then I can tell you. If I took time to write it out, it would take at least 10 straight days. Most of all, I think, I've learned what I want. In attitude, in friends... Every day is a new learning experience. It's great.

And that's it. At least I'm not dealing out the guys like I used to. I won't go out with just anyone anymore. And I promised myself I was done with online relationships... Hm, well, no. ^^;;

That's all I'll torture you with right now, heh. ^^; *runs off*
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