Memories

Jun 20, 2006 12:21

Wow. I just read one of my memories. The one where I broke up with John. That's ironic because this morning I woke up from a horrible dream. Really, it was bad because it felt SO real. I hate those dreams. So, anyway, Will had cheated on me twice and I was crying and asking him why and stuff. Then, he was, like, trying to keep from smiling and he broke up with me! And I woke up and thought, "How could I have done that to John?" And I felt like the worst person in the world. I want to apologize to him but we haven't talked in almost a year and it would be kind of late for that, don't you think? I feel so terrible. I mean, how could anybody ever do that to a person? Jeez.

I am off to Luther in 2 months. I got a lot of money from my graduation party and I need to go out and buy college crap. I visit Luther this Friday with my Mom and I want to buy a shirt there so i can represent! Woot woot! I can't believe I am going to college. And a GOOD one at that! With my family history, you'd think it would be impossible or unimaginable. But, I did it. I will be the FIRST person in my family to be going to college right after high school. My mom is going this fall, and my brother is going to the CIA in New York to be a chef. My sister is going too. Sean is just entering high school this year. I hope he has fun, like I did. And I hope he meets a lot of great people.

I hope I do too! Love, love, love.
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