Today
Life has been so good to me lately and even though I quit my job this week, I'm going to be fine. I got paid today and my check should last for two weeks untill I have a new job. I going to be studying hardcore because I know I have the potiental to do better in all my classes. I going to call it out...I'm be fucking lazy and I ain't going to lie about it. My relationship with frank is great. It's running smoothly and I can't complain at all and thats nice for a change. Almost three months. That really strange to say because gay relationship barely last for a week. Lol but everyone know that its true because me a just whores who want to fuck. Today I'm going to have dinner at Whitney Drakes because It's her birthday and I can always count on her coming home every november. Thats the only time I get to see her but that time is special because we celebrate our birthday in the same month. She called me on monday and that made me really happy because she didn't forget about it. It made me feel special. I do notice that the little things do matter and mean the world to me. Of instance my favorite song on the radio, the warm sock put on after I just finished drying them in the dryer. That shit matter. A hug, walk on the beach, and talking on the phone with my friends. My friend Paulette from my old job is the best because she looks out for me like a sister. She gives me food and she takes me out on a joy ride. My dad thinks she's got the hots for me and I think it's hilarious that he still doesn't know that I'm gay. Weird right. He might be denying the fact but hell I care about his feeling because just in my mind I said that I don't care and shit I do care because the more I say about not caring me that I do. I just analysis myself every once in a while.