J.B.
I could choose to be a nasty son of bitch but I don't because it's childish and I won't do that so I say this in a letter that you won't see. You get on my fuckin nerves. ANd point blank your an asshole and I don't know why I was your friends in the first place. I Let you into to my life and all you did was cause me this stress because of the drama in your life. A real friend doesn't do this because thats being selfish. Everytime I need you...you won't even listen to my problems. No I'm not perfect and I made a big mistake ... that was being your friend. I knew you were crazy and I can't even believe that at one point in time I had a crush on you. I think at that moment I was not sober in my thinking. You need help and I refuse to be there for you untill you do it for yourself. I can't be your doctor. I felt sorry for you but thats over and done. I realized that you cause all this bullshit on yourself, "Sad but true." You want to be a man then start living up to that. Yes the inner bitch is here. I always wanted to say this to you but I want to spare your feelings. I personal believe that you can't handle this and you would probably kill yourself because you're that mentally unhealthy. Stop calling my fucking phone because I don't want to talk to you anymore because your tired and I've erase you number from my phone for good and if i choose to talk to you then I probably will be for 30seconds or less. I think that this is the worst thing you could to a friend but I got to give him tough love because he'll never learn untill I'm gone for a long time. He's got to fix his life for himself. I can't be you daddy and I'm sorry that you lefted you, your mom, and your sister. that is not a great feeling to feel like he doesn't love you because his actions reflect that but that not true. I can do is pray for you.