seriously?
ok. i am not mad. let's just get that out of the way. I AM NOT MAD..
just bothered...and pretty disgusted really. ok so, turns out, my BFF has been "seeing" my EX-BF. i've only really had 3 relationships that i consider "real" and ummm this boy was one of them. i mean, he's definitely not as big of a deal as the other two...but still, he's important. im not mad because i don't have those kinds of feelings for him anymore, but well, it's just very weird and uncomfortable to accept and to think about. and what makes it worse, he was JUST asking me to get back together, NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO! wtf, i JUST made out with him a few weeks ago....siiiick! now he's making out with candice?! suuuper gross..
but i am not angry. i just......ugh i just definitely do not think it's right, straight up. i sure as hell wouldnt date one of her exes. janelle, pigme and i discussed it a long time ago, in high school. it's just a rule between female friends. you just don't. EVER.
wow whatever. theyre both very lucky that i am not a typical female and that i'm in san marcos right now. otherwise, things would not have gone so smoothly tonight.
ANYWAYYY school starts wednesday! cant wait. work is going well, except for the fact that today was the worst day in papa johns history. im not gonna get into it, just know that i'm very happy to be driving around SM again rather than slaving away in the rome's pizza kitchen. annnd there's a boy i work with who's pretty awesome.......we'll see how that goes. still completely blinded by C***'s irresistable smile, it sucks.
mmkay im finally tired. 6:49 am wtfffff
just bothered...and pretty disgusted really. ok so, turns out, my BFF has been "seeing" my EX-BF. i've only really had 3 relationships that i consider "real" and ummm this boy was one of them. i mean, he's definitely not as big of a deal as the other two...but still, he's important. im not mad because i don't have those kinds of feelings for him anymore, but well, it's just very weird and uncomfortable to accept and to think about. and what makes it worse, he was JUST asking me to get back together, NOT EVEN A MONTH AGO! wtf, i JUST made out with him a few weeks ago....siiiick! now he's making out with candice?! suuuper gross..
but i am not angry. i just......ugh i just definitely do not think it's right, straight up. i sure as hell wouldnt date one of her exes. janelle, pigme and i discussed it a long time ago, in high school. it's just a rule between female friends. you just don't. EVER.
wow whatever. theyre both very lucky that i am not a typical female and that i'm in san marcos right now. otherwise, things would not have gone so smoothly tonight.
ANYWAYYY school starts wednesday! cant wait. work is going well, except for the fact that today was the worst day in papa johns history. im not gonna get into it, just know that i'm very happy to be driving around SM again rather than slaving away in the rome's pizza kitchen. annnd there's a boy i work with who's pretty awesome.......we'll see how that goes. still completely blinded by C***'s irresistable smile, it sucks.
mmkay im finally tired. 6:49 am wtfffff