i've been avoiding you.
alright livejournal. don't pitch a hissy fit. i know i haven't updated in a while. my life just lacks that spark that makes me want to write humorously. things haven't been very humorous lately. part of this may be that i currently hate my lj name, and although i've had it from the start, i think it's time for a change. suggestions are welcome, however i highly doubt i'll take any of them into account.
i want to draw and paint, but i can't seem to get out of the rut of commission work (if you would even call it that, i'm not getting fucking paid.) i want to do something for myself, but i just keep agreeing to draw tattoos and band logos. not that it isn't fun or rewarding, i just want to work on some stuff for myself.
however, i have complete artists' block. my free time in school is consumed with abusing the graphing calculator draw function.
i think i want to silkscreen this or a variation of it on a shirt.
anyhow, i recently drawn tattoos for casey and for alison. i've already done one for mccormick and one for dutch. no one has committed to getting them yet, and i for one take it as a personal attack on me as a person, and sever all ties with the aforementioned persons. mccormick has had his design for months and needs to get fucking crackin'. plus i need to start working on dallas'. he wants a whole sleeve and i haven't even drawn anything.
we have roughly three songs done and we're going to try to record a demo soon, or at least get some mp3's online.
so, in contradiction to what this whole post is basically about, i'm going to go draw something else for KILL.
i want to draw and paint, but i can't seem to get out of the rut of commission work (if you would even call it that, i'm not getting fucking paid.) i want to do something for myself, but i just keep agreeing to draw tattoos and band logos. not that it isn't fun or rewarding, i just want to work on some stuff for myself.
however, i have complete artists' block. my free time in school is consumed with abusing the graphing calculator draw function.
i think i want to silkscreen this or a variation of it on a shirt.
anyhow, i recently drawn tattoos for casey and for alison. i've already done one for mccormick and one for dutch. no one has committed to getting them yet, and i for one take it as a personal attack on me as a person, and sever all ties with the aforementioned persons. mccormick has had his design for months and needs to get fucking crackin'. plus i need to start working on dallas'. he wants a whole sleeve and i haven't even drawn anything.
we have roughly three songs done and we're going to try to record a demo soon, or at least get some mp3's online.
so, in contradiction to what this whole post is basically about, i'm going to go draw something else for KILL.