Jul 02, 2008 19:19
so hum. this is really creepy. reading back into this shit from like 4 years ago. i sound so pitiful and stupid. i guess i was though so it's alright, right? sure. well,,,, now its been a REALLY long while. i've graduated from stupid fucking arcadia. yay for me. and in about a month and a half i'll be moving into the ocotillo dorm at ASU. i'm actually really excited. i think its going to be awesome to move out, and meet a bunch of new people and shit, and finally get a chance to be more independent. umm.... so im dealing with boredom in my relationship with jesse. i love him to death but after a year like whats next? nothing? i'm bored with everything. i love him and i love being around him, but i'm just in a slump i guess . i dont know how to fix it though. whatever. i'll deal with it or find a solution..... man I LOVE ACID. me and jesse and sweens did it a couple days ago. it's just so awesome and fun and while you don't see any big purple dragons or anything i think it kind of opens your mind to a new level that its never been on before and that after you kind of look at everything a little differently.... or maybe i'm just high. whatever. mandy's coming over now.