myself
Well its 6:05am. I just got back with my friend
> jonathan from this club called Azucar, which is a
> gay club. I can say that I had a good time. Issues
> internally were brought up in the club. My mind was
> going. I kept asking myself why no one would dance
> with me. Meanwhile my friend jonathan was getting
> guys. I wasn't jealous of him and I actually force
> him on guys because they were hitting on him and
> plus he's so shy. He had a great time and I must say that I did enjoy myself. The drag show were fucking awsome and were better that Coliseum's drag queens. I saw like three shows in one night. That was hot and I even gave a drag queen a dollar and that was
> different for me. I also actually talk to one and I
> told her that It was my first time coming to the
> club and I really enjoyed myself. She actually
> introduce herself to me and gave me kisses on both
> of my cheeks. That was sweet and that made me feel
loved. I not just saying that though. my
selfesteem was taking it's tool. Well
let me get to the point of the story boo. So when I
was leaving the club that guy was talking to
jonathan and telling him how cute he was and how he
honestly felt that Jonathan was the type of guy who
is very confident and seems to be hard to approach.
I guess he felt an ora. Then I said that no guys
came up to me and I hope I didn't give that ora off
and The guy kevin said um you probably give that ora off to people. I honestly felt confuse because
Jonathan said that I give that out to people. I
really don't sense that Lonna. Also in my mind I
don't think like that which is very wierd. My mind
just analyzing this shit. I honestly don't know what
to do. But you know what...I dance my ass off by
myself and at one point I felt like crying but I
just told myself this..."Lem you'll be fine and
don't cry because it not worth it." I do realize
that I shouldn't be looking for my dream man in a
club because that will never happen because most of
time all they want is ass. I must
say there was this other guy that Jonathan was
talking too and he actually introduce himself to me
and I really like Justin because he was kind of
sweet to jonathan. I like that but I know all he
wants is to sleep with my friend but such is life
because Jonathan is sex lover anyway. I starting to
grow more. This year should be very different for
me. Well good morning my friend but now it bedtime
for me.
> Lemuel C. Lamb Jr.
> jonathan from this club called Azucar, which is a
> gay club. I can say that I had a good time. Issues
> internally were brought up in the club. My mind was
> going. I kept asking myself why no one would dance
> with me. Meanwhile my friend jonathan was getting
> guys. I wasn't jealous of him and I actually force
> him on guys because they were hitting on him and
> plus he's so shy. He had a great time and I must say that I did enjoy myself. The drag show were fucking awsome and were better that Coliseum's drag queens. I saw like three shows in one night. That was hot and I even gave a drag queen a dollar and that was
> different for me. I also actually talk to one and I
> told her that It was my first time coming to the
> club and I really enjoyed myself. She actually
> introduce herself to me and gave me kisses on both
> of my cheeks. That was sweet and that made me feel
loved. I not just saying that though. my
selfesteem was taking it's tool. Well
let me get to the point of the story boo. So when I
was leaving the club that guy was talking to
jonathan and telling him how cute he was and how he
honestly felt that Jonathan was the type of guy who
is very confident and seems to be hard to approach.
I guess he felt an ora. Then I said that no guys
came up to me and I hope I didn't give that ora off
and The guy kevin said um you probably give that ora off to people. I honestly felt confuse because
Jonathan said that I give that out to people. I
really don't sense that Lonna. Also in my mind I
don't think like that which is very wierd. My mind
just analyzing this shit. I honestly don't know what
to do. But you know what...I dance my ass off by
myself and at one point I felt like crying but I
just told myself this..."Lem you'll be fine and
don't cry because it not worth it." I do realize
that I shouldn't be looking for my dream man in a
club because that will never happen because most of
time all they want is ass. I must
say there was this other guy that Jonathan was
talking too and he actually introduce himself to me
and I really like Justin because he was kind of
sweet to jonathan. I like that but I know all he
wants is to sleep with my friend but such is life
because Jonathan is sex lover anyway. I starting to
grow more. This year should be very different for
me. Well good morning my friend but now it bedtime
for me.
> Lemuel C. Lamb Jr.