moody boo
Well my start for today was really good. I talk to Laura to good while. Early in the morning and I love it. We laughed like crazy and she was laughing at the dancing mans Profile on myspace. Lol. Oh I never realize how school is a big part of me especially that Senior year because Oh my God and Can't even think of how tranformation I went under. That some deep shit. I have so much that I have to go through emotionally and I don't know where to to start. Theres a hurt child inside of me. I so freaking moody lately and that shit gets on my nerves. I know I'm not depressed because I don't believe in that because its a state of being. If I handle my emotions and allow them to happen then I can prevent myself for getting depressed. So I guess I'm going to have to go through this. I don't like this though. I don't want to feel this way. I'll be just fine though because I will and thats Just me. I will make it through this rough point. I never thought that my parent would cause me feel this way. I have to care of myself and I going to save up in the fall and get an apartment or something because they are driving me nuts.