May 22, 2003 19:13
So, I met this guy a couple of weeks ago. He's a manager where I work. He's not really MY manager, he works at a different restaurant, but he's doing extra training where I'm at. And no, he's not some old, mean guy. He's only 24, 3 years older than me. So don't start thinking "eww." It's not like a crush on our college professor. We totally hit it off. Totally not my type, but there's something about him. He makes me smile. I always looked forward to seeing him. That's something I've always wanted. To be able to get up in the morning and just be so excited to start the day cuz your seeing someone. Today I had to say goodbye to him. Tomorrow is my last day at work, and he's not working tomorrow. So I wont see him. We exchanged numbers, but it's not the same. I didn't think I'd get so attached. I almost cried,It's just not my luck. I wish I met him sooner or even met him later. Like, in Jersey. But no, this is some cruel joke, to throw him at me now. Now, when I can't have him. I can't even try to have him. He's gone. :( I didn' think it would be so hard.....