I surrender ::white flag waving in air::

[lemiwinks]

So...I'm sitting home, bored again. Nothing new. woohoo!!!! It's something I'm getting pretty used to, but you have no idea how bad I want to get out. I can't stand doing nothing, sitting here doing nothing. I'm so frustrated right now, I feel like crying, but I don't know why I want to cry. I have so many emotions bouncing off my head me right now, I don't know what to do. I don't know how to handle it. I'm tensing up. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to yell at someone. I don't know what I want to do anymore. I can't take it sometimes.

I'm done complaining.... That's all I do, I'm fed up with it. No one ever has to hear more crap from me. All my problems, all my frustrations, dilemas, thoughts...... I'm keeping them to myself. I guess I'm going to have to start writing in a journal again.