You spin me round round baby........
This is how I feel right now. I've been mashing up and munching on tylenol all day. I mean mashing up tylenol cuz I can't swallow the damn pills. yeah yeah, I know. I'm a baby. whatever! The thing is, when u mash the pills up and take them, it hits you harder and faster than swallowing the whole pill. To make it worse, I didn't eat much all day. So my head is kinda doing this weird disney tea cup spinning action, except this isn't fun.
I think I want to scream. Can I?? Please! If I just let out one really big scream, I might feel better. Actually, scratch that. I know I wont, cuz then when I'm done screaming, not only will it not have changed anything, I will no longer have a voice. And that doesn't make anything better. So.... I will just deal. It's ok. I will be fine, cuz I have to be. I have no choice. I am choiceless. I don't even know if that's a word, and if it' not, then I want the rights to it, damn it! ::breathing:: ::breathing::
Anyways, I'm off to bed or my couch, w/e u will call it. I'm off to wear I sleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. One can only hope.... :o)
I think I want to scream. Can I?? Please! If I just let out one really big scream, I might feel better. Actually, scratch that. I know I wont, cuz then when I'm done screaming, not only will it not have changed anything, I will no longer have a voice. And that doesn't make anything better. So.... I will just deal. It's ok. I will be fine, cuz I have to be. I have no choice. I am choiceless. I don't even know if that's a word, and if it' not, then I want the rights to it, damn it! ::breathing:: ::breathing::
Anyways, I'm off to bed or my couch, w/e u will call it. I'm off to wear I sleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. One can only hope.... :o)