i'm slipping up again.
i've been trying really hard. really.
i keep having these flashbacks where my whole body is enveloped by an emotion. it's not always negative either. but it fucks with my head either way.
and the paranoia factor is increasing. i can't turn a corner without my heart skipping a beat. and the smallest things scare the shit out of me.
i don't want to talk to anyone. i avoid face-to-face contact, phone calls, and even e-mails like the plague.
i'm getting lonelier by the day and obviously it's my own fault. but i can't stand these people.
i can't stand this place. i'm trapped in a 14'x14' box.
i keep having these flashbacks where my whole body is enveloped by an emotion. it's not always negative either. but it fucks with my head either way.
and the paranoia factor is increasing. i can't turn a corner without my heart skipping a beat. and the smallest things scare the shit out of me.
i don't want to talk to anyone. i avoid face-to-face contact, phone calls, and even e-mails like the plague.
i'm getting lonelier by the day and obviously it's my own fault. but i can't stand these people.
i can't stand this place. i'm trapped in a 14'x14' box.