AHHH!!!!
nothing's going right anymore it seems. i feel like i'm losing touch with all of my friends. i'm just so stressed lately, and nobody even seems to notice. maybe they notice and just don't care. nobody ever calls me to really hang out anymore. "can u get me alcohol?" is what i've been hearing so much lately. or "i need a ride, r u coming to pick me up?" is that all i am? someone with a car? someone with "connections"? my best friend (or so i thought) treats me like i'm nothing. her boyfriend must mean more to her. sometimes i wonder about that relationship. it just doesn't seem right.
i don't know what to do. somehow i fucked things up with my job schedules. i'm suppose to work tomorrow at heisler's at 11-4, go to a meeting at seton manor at 3 then work there 330-8. thank god this girl i never even met switched with me so now i work 11-4 then go to the meeting at 430 and have the rest of the night free. then wednesday i somehow have to work at heisler's 11-4 seton manor 330-8 go to another meeting at 8 and meet the raiders which starts at 5. i'll just play superhero and be in 80 places at 1 time.
my friend more or less begged me to go on this double date with his friend (who happens to be 30 and has a kid). so me, not being able to say no to anyone, now has a date for the movies sometime. i don't know when that's gonna happen tho. i can't get a date any other time and now some 30 year old wants me. blah!
school starts next monday. i didn't even get my books yet (don't even wanna think about how much that's gonna cost me). so now i'll have even less time to do anything. between school, and work i'm gonna be so drained.
well now that i'm done bitching i'm off to bed. surprised i even have time to do that.
lots of love
liz
i don't know what to do. somehow i fucked things up with my job schedules. i'm suppose to work tomorrow at heisler's at 11-4, go to a meeting at seton manor at 3 then work there 330-8. thank god this girl i never even met switched with me so now i work 11-4 then go to the meeting at 430 and have the rest of the night free. then wednesday i somehow have to work at heisler's 11-4 seton manor 330-8 go to another meeting at 8 and meet the raiders which starts at 5. i'll just play superhero and be in 80 places at 1 time.
my friend more or less begged me to go on this double date with his friend (who happens to be 30 and has a kid). so me, not being able to say no to anyone, now has a date for the movies sometime. i don't know when that's gonna happen tho. i can't get a date any other time and now some 30 year old wants me. blah!
school starts next monday. i didn't even get my books yet (don't even wanna think about how much that's gonna cost me). so now i'll have even less time to do anything. between school, and work i'm gonna be so drained.
well now that i'm done bitching i'm off to bed. surprised i even have time to do that.
lots of love
liz