sister of mine

[lemadia]

I am sure all of you have heard one way or another how pathetic I have been of late. Just know whatever Shara tells you is the truth and I deserve it. If however you could remind her I am sorry and that I do indeed (if not apparently) love her, you would have my extream gratatude.  Oh and so you all know I understand if you guys dont talk to me till she and I work things out. You are all over there and have to be around her more after all. 
very sincerly,
Laurie