What I Found
Okay.. I was messing around on this e-mail my family shares. I Found a letter (email) my mum wrote. here is part of it:"Is there any way you could let me know what song was playing on Sunday night that ended at 6:00 pm? The lyrics were something like "you are still my little girl". It is what I would like to tell my 16 year old who "hates" me. "
Okay... First off... I HATE the fact that she wont listen to me. I HATE the fact that she doesnt act like she cares anymore, and I REALLY HATE the fact that i will never again be a little girl. I dont hate her.
I'm Crying as i write this entry because... well... Becasue I dont want to grow up, yet we all have to. and it wil only be easy if our parent let us do it on our own and accept the fact that we are not little kids anymore. We can't have our parental units thinking we are not capable of growing up on our own. Yes, we need their support... but we dont need their protection of EVERY LITTLE THING that happens. As my Drama Teacher Says " At this age, we are learning coping skills. If we depend on other sources now, when we are older... we wont know what to do with ourselves."
I Just wish my mum would listen to me and not judge for once. She thinks that only her way is the right way. She's a mini version on my Grandma (Her own Mum). Grandma... i can deal with, becasue i dont have to put up with her 24/7. But my own mother... Thats a different story. I have no idea what to do. SOme times i just want to run away from it all. But that will either cause more problems or the same old problems will follow me.
If any of you Friends of mine have any suggestions.. I would greatly appreciate it. I need help now before it gets too out of hand.
Love to you all. Thank you. Peace
Okay... First off... I HATE the fact that she wont listen to me. I HATE the fact that she doesnt act like she cares anymore, and I REALLY HATE the fact that i will never again be a little girl. I dont hate her.
I'm Crying as i write this entry because... well... Becasue I dont want to grow up, yet we all have to. and it wil only be easy if our parent let us do it on our own and accept the fact that we are not little kids anymore. We can't have our parental units thinking we are not capable of growing up on our own. Yes, we need their support... but we dont need their protection of EVERY LITTLE THING that happens. As my Drama Teacher Says " At this age, we are learning coping skills. If we depend on other sources now, when we are older... we wont know what to do with ourselves."
I Just wish my mum would listen to me and not judge for once. She thinks that only her way is the right way. She's a mini version on my Grandma (Her own Mum). Grandma... i can deal with, becasue i dont have to put up with her 24/7. But my own mother... Thats a different story. I have no idea what to do. SOme times i just want to run away from it all. But that will either cause more problems or the same old problems will follow me.
If any of you Friends of mine have any suggestions.. I would greatly appreciate it. I need help now before it gets too out of hand.
Love to you all. Thank you. Peace