Jun 25, 2003 21:29
argh I hate mood swings.. *sobs*
I miss Trem so much. I'm worried about this summer. I'm not gonna get to see him much as I really need a full time job. Whether I find one is another matter but it's just so hard. I miss him so much. I want to spend forever with him and the prospect of even less time with him makes me feel sick. Am hardly gonna hear from him over the next 2 days either, which sucks. :( Damn evil concert at school tomorrow. :'( Damn school. :(
Am writing millions of CDs for Ginette and Craig. meh. I just want to go to bed.
Am dreading the next few months when I should be looking forward to the holidays.. I guess it's the fact I'm not getting a holiday this year... or don't even have any festivals to look forward to.. well willow but that doesn't really count and I don't know for sure I can go to that. :S :( I just want to hurry up this last year of school and get it over and done with. I can't wait to get away from here, from school, from parents.. If I didn't have Trem to keep me going I don't think I could.. and that worries me incase I lose him. I ♥ you! xx
I should go to bed. but I have to do this for my sister otherwise she'll kill me... and I should finish craig's too.
Hope everyone is ok xx