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Oct 27, 2004 22:28

So i`m here, and i`m constantly being reminded latley about how amazing it would be to have everyone from back home up here all the time. I love the place, and I love the people here, but they aren`t half as fun. Just reading some of these journal entries, I realize I have no idea what any of you are talking about, and it sucks. I miss all of you, and I really wish I was sharing all this with you.
I`ve seen simon alot latley and he reminds me of 2 summers ago, the best summer of my life!He is my constant tie with the closest thing to happiness I`ve ever known and I love it. My job is going great, good money, funny people, lots of hours tho... :/ The guys are awesome, they are the best roomies I could ask for right now, but they are boys. Winston is the best fucking dog ever!! So god damn cute, a little shit somtimes(chews on my underwear and socks), is to cute to stay mad at. And the house. The house is the best thing I could have ever hoped for. I`m living out my dream on the beach, amazing photographs, and gorgeous scenery.
But this home just isn`t completly home without the best company I could hope for. There is so much drama and people being stupid and drunk, and the house always busy. People have been banned, fights have broken out, animals and people have been shot, gossip flies around this place, sex is pretty much the only topic. It`s a fucking soap opera, everybody`s sleeping with everybody, drunkeness is taking things too far, emotions are constanly flying, and I HATE IT!
Luckily I`ve stayed pretty neutral and out of any games, but if anyone pulls me in I might drown. I find myself wanting to go home more, to see simon is part of it, but to get away is most of it. I do get breaks alot, the guys started going out more so not alot of people every night, its nice. But if you could just all come up and I could just feel what it was like to have you all up here, perfect place, perfect people, paradise. I`m making important decisions right now, indulge me please, i need people who i care abouts advice and comfort.
Fucking GO RED SOX!! watching the game right now, we are totally going to win this thing!!I gotta go, so get your asses up here OKAY!? Love you all ;) Miss you, Be safe.
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