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I think I`m about ready to give up...I hoped, wanted and waited for so long, but nothing is happening. I don`t even know when or if he`s even gonna come out anymore. I feel as if i`m wasting my time wishing and waiting for someone who will never come. It`s so nice to call and tlak to him, i just can`t stop smiling after that and i love that feeling! But is it all in my head? I`m starting to think it is. Yea it`s nice to think every once in a while that someday he`ll move out here and we`ll see each other again and he`ll sweep me off my feet with his british charms, but its almost not worth it anymore. The hopes start floating only to be confused again and deflate. I honestly don`t know what to think anymore, i thought it was all figured out and simple, humans aren`t simple creatures tho and niether are our emotions. So maybe it`s time to put it all away and forget anything ever happened...summer flings are just that, summer flings and shouldn`t be taken seriously. Life goes on, mine should too.