I'm Only Sad on the Inside...
Columbus Day comes again bringing my curse of every year. Frank suddenly stopped talking to me out of nowhere, only saying that there was something wrong with him inside and he didn't know what he wanted. That's the last I've heard from him...I gave up calling and texting him...I'm at a loss for words. Meanwhile Don M called me again, we started talking again when I went back to school and we went to Denny's one night where I was a big bitch because I know how we are. Anyway...were gonna hang out Fri night, I'm nervous even though I shouldn't be because I know "how we do." So I'm making him a cd becuase I know he's been going through a tough time. Besides that I'm so mad and sad at the same time. I cried mostly over Fall break and now I'm only crying once or twice a day, usually when I try and sleep. But I don't understand him, I know he's been depressed and I've tried my hardest to help but if he just wants to stop talking I can't so much. Fuck him...I mean that with all the hurt four months can bring. By now I'm used to this shit, it's all relative to me and my life. I stayed at school all week and I think I finally settled in, it's easier to be here now. So I'm just sitting around my room. Andreas, Mark and I are going out tonight, should be fun...heh. So I have stuff to do before we go out...
~LeLe
~LeLe