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ALEX'S ENTRY;
CxC was me and lena's way of fucking rejecting the scene
&all the cocky fucks that surrounded it
that was a year ago, and i've become what i've always hated.
i feel that we're not the ones laughing anymore.
there is too much hate between all of us, i'm more guilty on this level than you.
&MY REPLY in my cute little journal i've been keeping;;;
Alex made an lj post about how she's become what CxC made fun of when it was started a year ago. Seeing as though she just tured 16, and I will be in less than a month, I feel so much older. I'm sick of stupid girls &boys who go to show to see people. THAT'S NOT WHAT SHOW ARE FOR. They're for the music. The music is hardly important anymore, though you'll find in every ¨scene¨ kids myspace info, ¨MUSIC IS MY LIFE!¨. Bullshit. You don't know music. I'm not saying I do, but at least I can judge what I like. I hate how these kids havz 7,658,794,735 bands under their music on myspace. Ya, I have a lot, but that's because I listen to ALL OF IT. I don't just hear one song by a group and put them under my list. &i don't cut my hair/dress the way I do to be part of the scene. I do it because I like it. &truely like it. &it's what I want to do with my life. But mostly, I'm sick of all the immature girls. I don't care how old you are, if you're in the group of girls I'm talking about, I'm twice as mature as you. LET'S BE 14 &GET OUR NIPPLES PIERCED. What the fuck. You haven't even gone through puberty yet. &girls who push their boobs together in omfghotmyspacepics, stop. You're a GIRL. We KNOW you have boobs.
So obviously I have issues with things, but I don't think Alex is exactly right. She has morals. &that's more than I can say for most ¨scene¨ kids. But her writing that entry gave me more of a realization about how I want to be. I will not be at ace's much after I get back. Don't get my wrong, this past year &a half have been fun, but I don't need that anymore. I don't like the kids that go to shows now, &unless it's a damn good band, I'm not going to subdue myself to their immature lives.
There's so much more I have to say, but no words for it.
CxC was me and lena's way of fucking rejecting the scene
&all the cocky fucks that surrounded it
that was a year ago, and i've become what i've always hated.
i feel that we're not the ones laughing anymore.
there is too much hate between all of us, i'm more guilty on this level than you.
&MY REPLY in my cute little journal i've been keeping;;;
Alex made an lj post about how she's become what CxC made fun of when it was started a year ago. Seeing as though she just tured 16, and I will be in less than a month, I feel so much older. I'm sick of stupid girls &boys who go to show to see people. THAT'S NOT WHAT SHOW ARE FOR. They're for the music. The music is hardly important anymore, though you'll find in every ¨scene¨ kids myspace info, ¨MUSIC IS MY LIFE!¨. Bullshit. You don't know music. I'm not saying I do, but at least I can judge what I like. I hate how these kids havz 7,658,794,735 bands under their music on myspace. Ya, I have a lot, but that's because I listen to ALL OF IT. I don't just hear one song by a group and put them under my list. &i don't cut my hair/dress the way I do to be part of the scene. I do it because I like it. &truely like it. &it's what I want to do with my life. But mostly, I'm sick of all the immature girls. I don't care how old you are, if you're in the group of girls I'm talking about, I'm twice as mature as you. LET'S BE 14 &GET OUR NIPPLES PIERCED. What the fuck. You haven't even gone through puberty yet. &girls who push their boobs together in omfghotmyspacepics, stop. You're a GIRL. We KNOW you have boobs.
So obviously I have issues with things, but I don't think Alex is exactly right. She has morals. &that's more than I can say for most ¨scene¨ kids. But her writing that entry gave me more of a realization about how I want to be. I will not be at ace's much after I get back. Don't get my wrong, this past year &a half have been fun, but I don't need that anymore. I don't like the kids that go to shows now, &unless it's a damn good band, I'm not going to subdue myself to their immature lives.
There's so much more I have to say, but no words for it.