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goodness.
im sortov scared to write in here. though i wrote SO much not long ago..it got deleted. i figure no one reads it..i prob. wont read over it. i never read over any of the bullshit i complain about in here.
sometimes i just dont feel alive. this is one of those times...
'look at me sleeping, im really sleeping
look at me dreaming. im so happy'
the same stuff over and over and over.
i try to make things better...but i get dragged back down.
shitty lifestyle, i suppose.
heh. hopefully it wont be 5 years before I update.