August SUCKS!!!
Even though its only the 2nd of August I have decided that from now on I'm just gonna sleep through the entire month!! When you think that the you finally have all your ducks in a row it all comes crashing down around you! I had a plan. Every thing was all set up and ready to go. Then my car dies and I can't find anyway to get financing. So God only knows when I'll be able to drive again. The Supervisor position that they posted 2 months ago the are STILL dicking around and haven't announced who got the job. So I'm stressing about that. If I don't get it I'm leaving the company because I have put in WAY too much time for them to tell me that they will give me the Job if I don't leave and then not give it to me. So not only will I have to worry about getting a car but also about finding a new job. Then the people that do want to sell me a car are RUDE and they want to sell me a P.O.S. that doesn't even look like it will make it off the lot and they want WAY too much for it! Plus I thought that selling cars took some kind of customer service skills but I guess if you don't have very good credit it doesn't matter how they treat you! Its just that every thing always goes wrong at once. I finally get to a point where I stop cutting myself off at the knees because I think that something is gonna go wrong so I'll just go ahead and FUCK it up my self. I was doing really good! Then I take a Blow like this! Then to top it all off a guy that I went on like one date with 2 weeks ago and I decide that there's something not right about me and him together goes and robs the store his friends ,and mine, got him. And so now people are calling me to see if I have talked to him or seen him when really I haven't talked to him in over a week. I think I'm just gonna go Shot myself in the face. Atleast then I won't have to worry about this shit anymore!