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My dads in the hospital for attempted suicide.
I really needed to talk to someone about it, not someone I always talk to though.
I needed to talk to someone who could help me avoid thinking about it instead of trying to talk me through it.
And just when I needed him he got caught up doing what he wanted.
"Yeah, I'll call you back."
"No you won't."
"I promise I will, I promise I'll never be a disapointment."
Liar.
I give up.
He's a waste of time.
I really needed to talk to someone about it, not someone I always talk to though.
I needed to talk to someone who could help me avoid thinking about it instead of trying to talk me through it.
And just when I needed him he got caught up doing what he wanted.
"Yeah, I'll call you back."
"No you won't."
"I promise I will, I promise I'll never be a disapointment."
Liar.
I give up.
He's a waste of time.