graduation

[lej87]

this week has been a difficult one...i've had to accept the fact that i'm not only saying good-bye to the seniors, but i'm about to become one!! this scares me to no end...not the actual senior part...but that i'm growing up...quickly. i can remember being in first grade counting down the years until i'd be able to drive, graduate, and go to college...it always seemed so far off. i feel so old. some of the kids on my little brother's baseball team (which i have watched play since t-ball) will be going to high-school with me. wow. that is really weird. but i'm gonna be kinda lonely...my best friends that i hang out with every weekend and everyday at school will be gone next year...and we'll be stuck with the crappy underclassmen. i honestly do not like most of them...i had no problem with any of them until they took it upon themselves to get into my business. but not only do they disgust me now...but so do some of the graduating senior boys that hang out with them all the time...that's gross and illegal...you know who you are. i will still miss you and love you...but that's just disgusting to me...you used to talk about the senior boys who did that before...and they weren't nice comments.

yesterday was so much fun!! i went white water rafting with coach boy and a lot of friends....i haven't had that much fun in a really really long time...it was great!! i can say now that coach boy is my new best friend...the car ride ont he way home with patrick, megan, olivia, and ali was great. i know all of them so much better now...they're all great people. my raft was the best though...me, heather, anna, aaron, graham, and patrick did wonderfully...none of us were thrown from the raft...our guide candace was the coolest and reminded me of peggy!!haha

well anyway...i'm goin to get ready for this graduation thingy...have a great day and leave me a comment!!