I thought I was growing up...but maybe I'm just growing down?
I have court a week from tomorrow. I got a DUI weekend before last. It was horrible. Being in jail was worse than I could have ever imagine it would be. I'm scared, and all I can think about is that court date and the fact that I won't be able to drive for 90 days. I don't know what I'm going to do. I only have one friend left in Jacksonville who actually cares anything about me and who would help. I feel horrible asking her for help all of the time. I feel like crap. I wonder when I'll ever stop screwing things up...and just grow up.