Zomg?
I'm such a loser dude. I read back on my LJ and ROFL'D MY ASS OFF. I was such an immature little bitch back then rofololololooooooooooool.
Anyway. Haven't posted in OVER A YEAR and... Although I doubt anyone's ever going to actually read this, I thought I'd post a little update on myself since June 15th of 2007. I don't think I'll be able to remember everything that happened but LET'S TRY, SHALL WE? :D
So. I met a guy in July, some time after I got back from El Paso. Met him online. He's from CA. We started dating in September. I got a job in October with a grocery store, Sentry, as a cashier. Broke up with my boyfriend in November. Started working in the bakery as well as cashier in December. From there on it was pretty much issues with work and my ex. I could go into detail about what happened with him but most of it was meaningless shit that he wanted to fight about. So yeah. By the way, throw in before Christmas that my mom got breast cancer and had surgery to remove her left breast. It was probably within a month or two that she had to have her implant removed, too, since her body rejected it and started spewing blood and pus. That was pretty disgusting.
Anyway. In May my mom signed me up for information on ITT Tech, and a recruiter called me. I didn't know she had signed me up so I was like WTF until she gave my mom's email address as the requestee. Rofl. I heard her out anyway and immediately became interested since they have a game design program. So I went there, and, long story short: I am now attending ITT Technical Institute in Greenfield. :D Getting my associate's degree in Visual Communications and my Bachelor's degree in Game Design after that. WOO HOO.
But y'know. The last bit of drama that's happened. Well, my ex and I, despite being broken up, remained close friends and whatnot after everything. Despite him being an asshole, I just couldn't let go of him for the longest time because he was the closest person to me and I didn't have anyone or anything else like him. Plus, he can be really nice and fun at times. We fight but soon enough he'll turn around and start being all nicey nicey before I can block him. xD
Anyway. It was about a month and a half ago, I'd say, when he went to Fanime in San Jose, CA. Well, that changed everything because he met a guy there that he fell in love with (He's uh... gay, I guess, despite the fact that he went out with me for some reason I can't think of) in a fucking weekend. It was like the monday or tuesday after the con that he had his first date with the guy and they decided on a planned date to go have sex. I'm like fucking wut. And their date was an all-nighter. I never heard from my ex until the next day when he signed on at work. And you know what he said?
"LOLZ HEZ SO PURFEKT IM GUNA FUX HIM IN A MONTH LOLOLO"
Me: *HEADEXPLOSION*
WHAT THE FUCK WAS HE THINKING? D:
I still don't know what the fuck he was thinking when he said that rofl omg. It still pisses me off like holy shit.
But that's besides the point. Basically my ex started disappearing for huge periods of time (after that, he was gone for five days straight and never said a word to me during it, leaving me to worry and be too stubborn to call him since I'd been calling him a lot recently) and I'm sitting here, jealous and depressed and angry as all hell.
But you know. It only took a few weeks before I told myself, you know what? It doesn't matter anymore. I can live without him. It just took a little while without him there for me to realize this. I began to mend my friendships with old friends and accomplish things I've been wanting to accomplish for a while, like start my novel and get myself prepared for school. I've even almost finished Assassin's Creed! XD Rofl.
But regardless, my ex and I continue to bicker and argue about this whole ordeal. It's just that they're REALLY rushing through this relationship and I'm like fucking wut. They were going out for a week and moved in together and claimed to love one another. When all his boyfriend wanted was to sex him, as far as I know. My ex openly admitted that this entire time, his boyfriend (Alu, from now on) had been wanting to screw him and I'm like DAMNIT CAN'T YOU SEE THAT HE JUST WANTS SEX? D:
well. Then I get to hear this rant that they feel like they've known each other forever and love each other so deeply, like love at first sight and even though they've only known one another for a week or two THEY KNOW EACH OTHER SO WELL.
Oh my god. Bull fucking shit man. Rofl. And you know what's funny? I'm a few weeks shy of knowing my ex for a year and yet he claims that I don't know him at all.
If it's anyone's fault for me NOT KNOWING him, it's his. He tells me it's none of my business to know about him and his problems and then turns around and says I don't know him. WELL IF THAT'S THE CASE, IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS WHY I DON'T KNOW HIM. Fucking hell man. He's so frustrating, it's like he makes it a lose-lose situation for me on purpose dude.
RARGH. Okay. XD I didn't really mean to rant but, y'know, I'm still pretty pissed at him. I didn't go into enough detail for you guys listening to really say WAO HE'S A JACKASS. If you knew the details then yeah you'd probably agree with me because EVERYONE who knows the details wonders why I haven't blocked him yet.
And believe me, I wonder the same thing.
I also wonder WHY THE FUCK I HAVEN'T DISCOVERED THE AWESOMENESS THAT IS METAL GEAR SOLID UNTIL NOW.
(My ex convinced me to buy MGS4)
Anyway. Haven't posted in OVER A YEAR and... Although I doubt anyone's ever going to actually read this, I thought I'd post a little update on myself since June 15th of 2007. I don't think I'll be able to remember everything that happened but LET'S TRY, SHALL WE? :D
So. I met a guy in July, some time after I got back from El Paso. Met him online. He's from CA. We started dating in September. I got a job in October with a grocery store, Sentry, as a cashier. Broke up with my boyfriend in November. Started working in the bakery as well as cashier in December. From there on it was pretty much issues with work and my ex. I could go into detail about what happened with him but most of it was meaningless shit that he wanted to fight about. So yeah. By the way, throw in before Christmas that my mom got breast cancer and had surgery to remove her left breast. It was probably within a month or two that she had to have her implant removed, too, since her body rejected it and started spewing blood and pus. That was pretty disgusting.
Anyway. In May my mom signed me up for information on ITT Tech, and a recruiter called me. I didn't know she had signed me up so I was like WTF until she gave my mom's email address as the requestee. Rofl. I heard her out anyway and immediately became interested since they have a game design program. So I went there, and, long story short: I am now attending ITT Technical Institute in Greenfield. :D Getting my associate's degree in Visual Communications and my Bachelor's degree in Game Design after that. WOO HOO.
But y'know. The last bit of drama that's happened. Well, my ex and I, despite being broken up, remained close friends and whatnot after everything. Despite him being an asshole, I just couldn't let go of him for the longest time because he was the closest person to me and I didn't have anyone or anything else like him. Plus, he can be really nice and fun at times. We fight but soon enough he'll turn around and start being all nicey nicey before I can block him. xD
Anyway. It was about a month and a half ago, I'd say, when he went to Fanime in San Jose, CA. Well, that changed everything because he met a guy there that he fell in love with (He's uh... gay, I guess, despite the fact that he went out with me for some reason I can't think of) in a fucking weekend. It was like the monday or tuesday after the con that he had his first date with the guy and they decided on a planned date to go have sex. I'm like fucking wut. And their date was an all-nighter. I never heard from my ex until the next day when he signed on at work. And you know what he said?
"LOLZ HEZ SO PURFEKT IM GUNA FUX HIM IN A MONTH LOLOLO"
Me: *HEADEXPLOSION*
WHAT THE FUCK WAS HE THINKING? D:
I still don't know what the fuck he was thinking when he said that rofl omg. It still pisses me off like holy shit.
But that's besides the point. Basically my ex started disappearing for huge periods of time (after that, he was gone for five days straight and never said a word to me during it, leaving me to worry and be too stubborn to call him since I'd been calling him a lot recently) and I'm sitting here, jealous and depressed and angry as all hell.
But you know. It only took a few weeks before I told myself, you know what? It doesn't matter anymore. I can live without him. It just took a little while without him there for me to realize this. I began to mend my friendships with old friends and accomplish things I've been wanting to accomplish for a while, like start my novel and get myself prepared for school. I've even almost finished Assassin's Creed! XD Rofl.
But regardless, my ex and I continue to bicker and argue about this whole ordeal. It's just that they're REALLY rushing through this relationship and I'm like fucking wut. They were going out for a week and moved in together and claimed to love one another. When all his boyfriend wanted was to sex him, as far as I know. My ex openly admitted that this entire time, his boyfriend (Alu, from now on) had been wanting to screw him and I'm like DAMNIT CAN'T YOU SEE THAT HE JUST WANTS SEX? D:
well. Then I get to hear this rant that they feel like they've known each other forever and love each other so deeply, like love at first sight and even though they've only known one another for a week or two THEY KNOW EACH OTHER SO WELL.
Oh my god. Bull fucking shit man. Rofl. And you know what's funny? I'm a few weeks shy of knowing my ex for a year and yet he claims that I don't know him at all.
If it's anyone's fault for me NOT KNOWING him, it's his. He tells me it's none of my business to know about him and his problems and then turns around and says I don't know him. WELL IF THAT'S THE CASE, IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS WHY I DON'T KNOW HIM. Fucking hell man. He's so frustrating, it's like he makes it a lose-lose situation for me on purpose dude.
RARGH. Okay. XD I didn't really mean to rant but, y'know, I'm still pretty pissed at him. I didn't go into enough detail for you guys listening to really say WAO HE'S A JACKASS. If you knew the details then yeah you'd probably agree with me because EVERYONE who knows the details wonders why I haven't blocked him yet.
And believe me, I wonder the same thing.
I also wonder WHY THE FUCK I HAVEN'T DISCOVERED THE AWESOMENESS THAT IS METAL GEAR SOLID UNTIL NOW.
(My ex convinced me to buy MGS4)