The Four of Swords crossed by the Queen of Wands
I will not obscess about
the best Seattle trip I've ever had
and days of sleeping folded together like blankets
with sheets over the gent and I
or worrying about my heart stopping
and my lungs failing before the cigarettes kill them
and the nagging sense that no, this is not normal
because I may be a staff writer at a lad's magazine
I may be a manager, in a shocking turn of events
all of the worry about the theoretical future may be for naught
just as I speculated
but for now I am focusing on the day to day
the work responsibilities I find more and more tiresome
and the thousand tiny sensitive spots I could never knew existed
until they were stabbed or licked
and how good it is to be in my apartment alone sometimes.
the best Seattle trip I've ever had
and days of sleeping folded together like blankets
with sheets over the gent and I
or worrying about my heart stopping
and my lungs failing before the cigarettes kill them
and the nagging sense that no, this is not normal
because I may be a staff writer at a lad's magazine
I may be a manager, in a shocking turn of events
all of the worry about the theoretical future may be for naught
just as I speculated
but for now I am focusing on the day to day
the work responsibilities I find more and more tiresome
and the thousand tiny sensitive spots I could never knew existed
until they were stabbed or licked
and how good it is to be in my apartment alone sometimes.