Hide and Seek
I am trying to find my bearings in this city
and it is proving more difficult than anticipated
but the rain is helping immensely.
It is anticipated that we will break records this month
for continous days of rain - Biblical proportions
I am ok with this because I have discovered
places of heat and light within and without
places like my heart and tanning beds and dark dance clubs.
I see beautiful people everywhere
and throw around my number like a ticker-tape parade -
yes, I'm single again.
Luke 20:34-36, Mark 12:25, and Matthew 22:30 remind me
that right now I am like an angel in heaven
and this becomes apparent to me every time
I get hit on by cute boys with labret piercings
or wild-coloured hair.
Angels are free to decide and so am I.
but of course this is what led to Lucifer falling
so I'm trying to pace myself and choose wisely.
Class, so far, is fucking amazing. I love my professors and at least a couple of my seminar-mates.
I had a cold but healing was quick and enjoyable.
My birthday season started off amazingly -
oh friends, thank you for the suprise party -
and has continued joyously.
Tonight, I will don a suit
drink Jaggermeister mixed with Rock Star
and try to forget that I sunburned my ass
at CopperZone tanning salon.
Ouch.
Soon I will make charming conversation over hot drinks
and cold drinks
and food I pay for in charming conversation
while outside rain of biblical proportions hits the roof steadily.
Also - Mary Oliver has saved my life yet again
and my friends make me cry with joy
so it's almost like I'm finding new bearings in this city
that butress me up differently than the old ones
but reflect current strengths and weaknesses far better.
It's about time.
and it is proving more difficult than anticipated
but the rain is helping immensely.
It is anticipated that we will break records this month
for continous days of rain - Biblical proportions
I am ok with this because I have discovered
places of heat and light within and without
places like my heart and tanning beds and dark dance clubs.
I see beautiful people everywhere
and throw around my number like a ticker-tape parade -
yes, I'm single again.
Luke 20:34-36, Mark 12:25, and Matthew 22:30 remind me
that right now I am like an angel in heaven
and this becomes apparent to me every time
I get hit on by cute boys with labret piercings
or wild-coloured hair.
Angels are free to decide and so am I.
but of course this is what led to Lucifer falling
so I'm trying to pace myself and choose wisely.
Class, so far, is fucking amazing. I love my professors and at least a couple of my seminar-mates.
I had a cold but healing was quick and enjoyable.
My birthday season started off amazingly -
oh friends, thank you for the suprise party -
and has continued joyously.
Tonight, I will don a suit
drink Jaggermeister mixed with Rock Star
and try to forget that I sunburned my ass
at CopperZone tanning salon.
Ouch.
Soon I will make charming conversation over hot drinks
and cold drinks
and food I pay for in charming conversation
while outside rain of biblical proportions hits the roof steadily.
Also - Mary Oliver has saved my life yet again
and my friends make me cry with joy
so it's almost like I'm finding new bearings in this city
that butress me up differently than the old ones
but reflect current strengths and weaknesses far better.
It's about time.