more crazy news
So my sister gave me a call tonight. She tells me that I should call our Mom cause she needs to speak to me. I am not at excited by this prospect. I really do not enjoy talking to my mother when she is in rehab but I do it anyway. My mother then asks me to move back to Cali so that I can take care of her for a couple of weeks because she has to have her hip replaced. My mother has impecable timing because of course i found out today that my financial aid situation has been solved and I finally have a job again that I enjoy. Go figure. So I tell her... are you getting it done tomorrow cause school starts for me on the 18th of September... and she says no, it will be a couple of weeks before she can even think about having it. I tell her that I cannot miss anymore school but if she can time it right then I will come... that was pretty much the conversation we had.
I am pretty fed up when I get done with the conversation. I am so tired of having to give up my life because no one else in my family is willing to step and take some responsiblity. I cannot do it I have decided. I will be more help in the long run if I finish school and get a good job as a nurse because if need be I can always find a job anywhere including back in the horrible town I hate so much.
So my sister calls me back later this afternoon and says to me that she and Joe have discussed it and have decided that she will have to have a nurse come and take care of her. I love Joe so much! He says that he does not want me back in Santa Maria because I will be mopey and depressed within two weeks and that I should not put my life on hold again because my mother has fucked up again.
So anyway that is it. I am not going back to Cali except to visit. I can finally move forward with my plans and life in general. Well at least for the next five minutes.... We shall see where this goes and how it ends up.
I am pretty fed up when I get done with the conversation. I am so tired of having to give up my life because no one else in my family is willing to step and take some responsiblity. I cannot do it I have decided. I will be more help in the long run if I finish school and get a good job as a nurse because if need be I can always find a job anywhere including back in the horrible town I hate so much.
So my sister calls me back later this afternoon and says to me that she and Joe have discussed it and have decided that she will have to have a nurse come and take care of her. I love Joe so much! He says that he does not want me back in Santa Maria because I will be mopey and depressed within two weeks and that I should not put my life on hold again because my mother has fucked up again.
So anyway that is it. I am not going back to Cali except to visit. I can finally move forward with my plans and life in general. Well at least for the next five minutes.... We shall see where this goes and how it ends up.