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I don't know if I've ever felt more lonely in my whole life. I hate this school. Maybe, it's because I'm so used to things being handed to me instead of having to make my own decisions. Either way, what I've chosen for the next couple years is definately affecting my emotional stability. I feel like I have to sacrifice my love for someone who I feel like I have a future with for my family and friends.
I have never been so unhappy in my life.
PEOPLE: cherish the friends that truly care for you. The friends that I care the most about (and care about me) are nowhere near me. Outside Sergio, I feel alone. It's really hard to feel welcome at a school that already has it's 'groups' set up.
I have never wanted a "girl's night" more than now.
Also, I never though I would miss high school.......................... But I do. Not only is drinking yourself to sleep bad for your circadiam rhythm, but bad for your HEALTH. imagine that.
I have never been so unhappy in my life.
PEOPLE: cherish the friends that truly care for you. The friends that I care the most about (and care about me) are nowhere near me. Outside Sergio, I feel alone. It's really hard to feel welcome at a school that already has it's 'groups' set up.
I have never wanted a "girl's night" more than now.
Also, I never though I would miss high school.......................... But I do. Not only is drinking yourself to sleep bad for your circadiam rhythm, but bad for your HEALTH. imagine that.