For the Last Time!
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school was fine. my test and quiz were fine, and i think i did well on them for sure for once. everything was just dandy until after school...i'll go into detail here soon, but here's some ranting...
you know what i hate? people who just pick on the new person when they're trying to join the group. i'm always the noob in the group, no matter how much i try to blend in. this time it was me and someone that everyone else knew, but i didn't know. his name is joe and he's a really funny guy. he tells jokes and appears to be really smart at subjects most people debate. i thought i'd get along with this person, but i guess i was wrong...very wrong. let me just say that joe needs to learn that people have feelings and that he isn't really all that bright at being nice to them. now for my angry ranting...
he's made me feel stupid by saying things about might python when i've never seent the movie and other things, but today he went a little too far! ...darn, i can't be angry. i just can't...i'm too depressed. i've tried so hard to get along with him and one day i even succeeded. i don't want to be angry with him, because he's friends with my friend tersa. anways, a while ago tersa dressed up in her hatori cosplay and i didn't recognize her at first and thought she was a smexy guy, but then i saw her shoes and realized she was tersa and stopped thinking that. i was talking about this with tersa in front of joe and he called me a lesbian. yes, a lesbian.
how many times has this been hinted at me since 8th grade? lin-chan did it, a older boy said it straight to me, people have been thinking elie and i are incest, and now this. i just can't stand it anymore...for the last time i will say this and then i will never stand for it again...i'm not a lesbian, i'm straight. i have nothing wrong with people who are lesbians, but for me it really brings me down when people say such things to try and degrade me (being a lesbian is not an insult, but to them it's not acceptable). people have often thought bad things of me just to get me off my supposed "high horse" that i've been supposedly riding. i just wish people would just accept the fact that i don't do bad things like them. maybe they've just never considered that there could be someone in the world who tries to enjoy life and be a good person...i'm going to shut up now, because according to my family i complain too much. just keep it in and no one will be angry with me...