I'm so Lucky
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meh...today has been just one big problem. i woke up feeling like crud around 11, because of my ear infection which was hurting like crud. once i took some medicine i felt slightly better and tried to cheer up, knowing i was going to see my friend ryu-kun. mom and dad came home from the church dad works at and made bisquits. we sat and watched monk while i ate bisquits sitting next to my dad. i like watching tv with my parents, i feel so loved and cared for. then it was time to go, my mom started getting grouchy and my dad started too. we got on the interstate and i asked everyone what color crayon they would be if they had to spend the rest of their life as a crayon (it was elie's idea originally, but she only asked me at the time). i chose white, elie chose silver, kura black, dad green and mom pink. then we arrived...
at first everything was really happy. ryu-kun was there and we met kyuubi, ryu-kun's sister's (kage-sama's) pomeranian dog and played with her. we went down and put the stuff away and then ate some cup ramen. ryu-kun's younger sister kept following us around, along with kyuubi. we went to ryu-kun's room and started drawing. then...things got really upsetting. ryu-kun yelled at her sister and she started fake crying, went and bugged ryu-kun's mother and then her mother threatened to take us home. >.<; i like ryu-kun, she's one of my favorite friends, but i'm not too fond of her family, because of how they treat her and how they treat their guests (aka elie and i). then at the very last second ryu-kun's mother said that we had to leave, because she had to go to a card game. we tried to get ryu-kun to come here, but it wouldn't work so finally we were leaving and we asked ryu-kun to come along so we could have our goodbye's, but once she was in the car her mother said that she couldn't come with us because she couldn't drop her at home. ryu-kun became really upset and we didn't get a chance to say goodbye before her mother pulled out of the garage. o.o
-.-;; i understand why ryu-kun can be depressed most of the time, i felt no love in that home where she lives. i feel really sad when i think that she has to live with that everyday. i couldn't imagine it. all my life i've lived with parents who love me, siblings who care about me, and a home where everything is provided for me. my life's not a cupcake either, but at least i don't have to deal with most of the things she has. so today i feel really grateful to be where i'm at and who i'm with.