to be learned ...
So, I'm about to head to Mongolia - with mixed feelings. It's hard to go from total excitement and anxiety to anything else but emptiness and a quiet form of apathy when what you were looking forward to slowly disintegrates in front of you.
I seem to have lost the drive that was pushing me onwards. It's petered off into the ethereal. I hope it is serving someone else somewhere.
So, we'll see what comes.
As much as I would like to just leave it all in the past and forget about it all, that wouldn't be right. I wish I wasn't alone in pushing this project onwards. I wish I was smarter and knew what to do. I wish I had known five months ago what I know now.
Life is filled with challenges - I hope I'll learn the lesson to be learned from the mistakes I have made this time around.
I seem to have lost the drive that was pushing me onwards. It's petered off into the ethereal. I hope it is serving someone else somewhere.
So, we'll see what comes.
As much as I would like to just leave it all in the past and forget about it all, that wouldn't be right. I wish I wasn't alone in pushing this project onwards. I wish I was smarter and knew what to do. I wish I had known five months ago what I know now.
Life is filled with challenges - I hope I'll learn the lesson to be learned from the mistakes I have made this time around.