(no subject)
Alright, I got a new journal and everything, just decided to start something new. This break is turning out to be really fun. You don't understand how great it is to sleep.
But anywho, saturday, my family cooked a big dinner and john came over to meet the family. Now as a note me and john are just friends. Around like 4 or so my cousin heather drove us over to joeys house and we chilled there with fred, will, and jeff. We cruised around to deerlake so the guys could play some basketball and tennis, or whatever, but it was so funny on the way over there cause we couldn't fit everyone in the car so fred and will walked and we were gunna pick them up on our second trip, but we ended up leaving the basketball so we had to go and get it and that took forever cause heather kept turning the wrong way. By the time we dropped the first kids off fred and will had already made it there. On our trip back, fred and will walked again but this time when heather went to go get them she couldn't find them and they called joey's house saying they were lost, but they made it home by walking. After two times of us driving around looking for them. We then engaged on some downloading of pornography, which was hilarious. heather started looking up gay porn and we would just crack up and the guys would be disgusted. Hours later, shelby and stefie showed up(while watching porn) and they seemed disgusted and my cousin heather just thought they were acting rather snobbish, which I thought stefie kinda was but shelby was nice! Joey ordered pizza while having the porn sounds up loud, it was priceless! My dad picked me up around 8 which I thought was ridiculous and I just stayed up all night talking to some kids online.
I have some statements I'd like to make though, I did like john, I just could never put myself in the position of more than a friend when Im around him. I have a thing for jeff, true, doesn't mean anything will happen from it.
Also, I can't wait till christmas, I didn't ask for like anything so I'm sorta scared on what my mother got me. Last night, my mom came out of her room with a bottle of wine and she was like you want some, and I was just like wow sure mom. we bonded, i think.
i finally saw crossroads yesterday, something with britney spears I have not seen. I went to see it opening night but if I would've stayed in there I would have beat this girl's ass literally, no clue why I just remember that.
i'm almost back to my normal weight, im so proud of myself, cause I never thought I could do it, im such a slacker. but im going to go. TOOD-A-LOO! hee-hee.
EDIT- 11:40 p.m.
I straightened everything out with John. I love that boy so much I don't know what I would do without him. He wrote me back an email tonight..heh.
"ALRIGHT.... SO I GUESS I BLEW IT AGAIN.. I MEAN I REALLY AND TRULY
THOUGHT THAT WE WERE GONNA BE TOGETHER.."[ the first lines i wrote in my letter ] but shit hit the fan.. and here i am still bull-shittin with u.. but hey i love u ash and dats how it is.. and im here for u and im gonna be your friend maybe more later in life just see
where shit takes us but now im happy were we are and its all g double O D good..
and u better call me tonight if u wanna keep it up with the nice person that
you are...
-- J-BLaze
But anywho, saturday, my family cooked a big dinner and john came over to meet the family. Now as a note me and john are just friends. Around like 4 or so my cousin heather drove us over to joeys house and we chilled there with fred, will, and jeff. We cruised around to deerlake so the guys could play some basketball and tennis, or whatever, but it was so funny on the way over there cause we couldn't fit everyone in the car so fred and will walked and we were gunna pick them up on our second trip, but we ended up leaving the basketball so we had to go and get it and that took forever cause heather kept turning the wrong way. By the time we dropped the first kids off fred and will had already made it there. On our trip back, fred and will walked again but this time when heather went to go get them she couldn't find them and they called joey's house saying they were lost, but they made it home by walking. After two times of us driving around looking for them. We then engaged on some downloading of pornography, which was hilarious. heather started looking up gay porn and we would just crack up and the guys would be disgusted. Hours later, shelby and stefie showed up(while watching porn) and they seemed disgusted and my cousin heather just thought they were acting rather snobbish, which I thought stefie kinda was but shelby was nice! Joey ordered pizza while having the porn sounds up loud, it was priceless! My dad picked me up around 8 which I thought was ridiculous and I just stayed up all night talking to some kids online.
I have some statements I'd like to make though, I did like john, I just could never put myself in the position of more than a friend when Im around him. I have a thing for jeff, true, doesn't mean anything will happen from it.
Also, I can't wait till christmas, I didn't ask for like anything so I'm sorta scared on what my mother got me. Last night, my mom came out of her room with a bottle of wine and she was like you want some, and I was just like wow sure mom. we bonded, i think.
i finally saw crossroads yesterday, something with britney spears I have not seen. I went to see it opening night but if I would've stayed in there I would have beat this girl's ass literally, no clue why I just remember that.
i'm almost back to my normal weight, im so proud of myself, cause I never thought I could do it, im such a slacker. but im going to go. TOOD-A-LOO! hee-hee.
EDIT- 11:40 p.m.
I straightened everything out with John. I love that boy so much I don't know what I would do without him. He wrote me back an email tonight..heh.
"ALRIGHT.... SO I GUESS I BLEW IT AGAIN.. I MEAN I REALLY AND TRULY
THOUGHT THAT WE WERE GONNA BE TOGETHER.."[ the first lines i wrote in my letter ] but shit hit the fan.. and here i am still bull-shittin with u.. but hey i love u ash and dats how it is.. and im here for u and im gonna be your friend maybe more later in life just see
where shit takes us but now im happy were we are and its all g double O D good..
and u better call me tonight if u wanna keep it up with the nice person that
you are...
-- J-BLaze