Nov 28, 2002 01:36
ok, i'm home. and the journal wasn't really a success. i only got to write in it a hand full of times. i am glad to be home. the last four weeks have been so weird. i didn't really click with anyone on tour, because i wasn't really myself the whole time. i knew my personality didn't really mesh well with anyone, but i wasn't gonna change into something i'm not, so i was left robotic for 4 weeks.
all i really want to do is go out with my band now. i had more fun in ten days playing 6 shows with my band, than this entire month with another band. i'm glad i went, but will probabally never volunteer myself to a group of people i don't know again. as sad as this is, i have a HUGE energy to get things rolling here. band, work, moving out, etc. i'm back, and the ball is rolling. until the next tour, be good journal............