Realizatuin
I've gotten pretty good at driving very large trucks, and it seems less challenging sometimes. (I can't remember the last time I bothered to use the clutch with the Eaton 10 speed and almost never have to mash the brakes for anything).
But last night, after 9.5 hours of driving straight, parking in a dark lot backwards, between two HazMat tankers, in the rain, did slow me down with intermediate fear of fucking shit up. I had to basically park blind and trust my gut. I did it without getting out to check, but I didn't like it.
I can go 5 -6 hours now without stopping for anything. And I realised (sic) why there aren't more female truck drivers:
lack of directional spout.