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[leighluvzyou]

happy birthday brian. hope you get all you want, and find happiness somewhere

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[ieat_babies666]

Ok who in the hell wrote the shit above?? and leigh I do care about you alot and it's like everything I say and do is wrong...I can't make you happy for even trying yo help no more so why so should I waste my breathe when it's not going to help...and another thing I don't get to see bubba that much nor talk to him and the only time I do is on th weekends....I see you all week and talk to you all week..I dunno mauybe like you said before everyone is to busy and don't care BULLSHIT....cause I sit at brians house waiting for his fucking grandma to get off the goddamn phone that night and I cried because I am losing everyone that I thought was my fucking friends...it always happens because I always find something and everyone gets mad because I am happy for once....wtf?? you want me to be miserable for the rest of my life...Fuck that!! I'm sorry I am happy for once out of my life!! Trust me when I say I do care I fucking mean it...Fuck no one knows how I feel right now because you know what you say shit and I read it and it makes me not want to talk to you even more....If you would actually listen to me about shit..maybe I wouldn't feel like I am useless...yeah and another thing if you7 stop worrying about pleaseing everyone and trying to make people like you..you be better off...because I remeber back in freshman year when you didn't give a fuck leigh..fuck everyone that holds you down....Parents if they didn't love you or didn't give 2 shits about you they would have us around...friends go different ways...don't get me wrong I still care but my life is going in a different direction then last year....and I am happy for once....so weather or not this makes you mad sad or whatever it what I have been wanting to say for a long ass time.... Love you Mee-mee

Oh by the way I didn't write the above shit!!

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[leighluvzyou]

but you're happy, and you deserve to be happy << that's part of what i wrote in my journal, b/c i do believe that you deserve to be happy but i hoped that i would fit into your life somewhere when you got happy. i'm sorry if i'm not "listening to you" as you say but honestly i do listen to you more than you think, but shit's hard to deal with. i know you care and i shouldn't have said some of the things i said but that's what i felt b/c it's like you always say we're gonna hang out, but something happens and we don't get to hang out. you're all i have left b/c mike never calls me back like he says he will and my family sux. no one knows me like you do and no one caresx about the shit i do like you do. i know you didn't write that shit above, it was tiffani, b/c she's been using that i don't come to trash, trash comes to me line for a while. she's gonna get hurt if she keeps running her mouth cuz WHILE WHAT I SAID TO YOU WAS OUT OF ANGER, I HONESTLY MENT WHAT I SAID TO HER. i know you care and you know i care, maybe i should try harder to find ways to hang out with you. well i love you and you know i'm here for you if you need me.
Lovez yaz
Lee-Lee

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[ieat_babies666]

It isn't that I trying to avoid you or nuffin but I got to some how make time for you and brian maybe we can do alternation weekends or we can all hangin out..oh no mo walk though it 2 cold for that