heres the deal
Friday sucked, until brandon picked me up, on the way to waterville we talked about what we were going to do on saturday, then the conversation cut short. The rest of the drive i thought about how much i miss ann and the girls. Jen's throwing a baby shower for me sometime in May, but I dont know when, i dont think many people are coming, and i think cheryl may be planning one too in mass, god i hope she invites the girls. After the drive home to waterville, Brandon took a shower, he is so gorgeous, i dont know why he ever would love anyone thats as ugly as me. i hope the baby looks like him. those eyelashes and smile... hmmmm *sigh*.....anyways, after he took a shower, he put his cologne on, which you all know drives me crazy.... of course you guys know what happened after that... hehehe.... if it wasnt for the cologne and that smile, and just him completely, i wouldnt be pregnant, but i dont regret any of it. He knows he has me. We went to bed pretty early because I cant stay up later then 9:00 anymore unless im missing him, then im up all night. The next day he had to work... waaaa, so i spent the day in bed watching movies, and dealing with morning sickness, he called me around 4 from work and wanted me to be there at 4:30. At 5:00 we got out, and on our way to Paul T's house. We got there, and apparently Paul got really smashed friday night, becuase he gave brandon a really good bag. Depending on how i feel, sometimes the smell of pot makes me sick, but this time it didnt.
After we left Paul's we went over to Chad and Kathy's. Brandon went over to Jeffs to give a box load of things, i think he really appreciated it, more then trace ever would. Squeek was there, the little fucker parked his truck right in the middle of the drive way and i wasnt able to get around it, and there is a little pond on both sides of the drive way, so u can imagine how i was by the time i got into the house. I dont think Kathy is getting any better, (this kathy is jasons mom, not brandons mom) she still doesnt have her voice back. Squeek was being an ass, but i guess he bought kathy someerfume, so i take that back, hes got to many things going, and hes not the old squeek, :(.... after we left their house, we went to katrina, and jason's . i was expecting to have some baby time but guess who was there????!!! Theresa, (not you theresa in mass, this theresa up in maine) of course she was hogging the baby so i could hold her, jason was being an ass to katrina agian, sometimes i want to slap him. chad, squeek, theresa, katrina, jason, brandon and i were all squished into that little apartment for 4 hours, so u can imagine why i got sick of theresa barnes so easily.
Anyways, we went home after that, and brandon took another shower, and put his cologne on agian, and the rest is between him and i... thank god. all i can say is that it was goood... real good. He had to go to work at 11:00 today, and came home at 5:00, i love him so much, u guys will never imagine how in love i am with him. i'll leave it here- :)