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Its all finally over, i got 2 birthday parties done, and dillon has a butt load of diapers. we havent had to buy any diapers. brandon starts a new job here pretty soon. time goes by fast, and i still have so many things wrong with me. like my witch nose, and my baby belly fat, and my pale skin, and my acne, and im hairy, and the list goes on and on. why couldnt i have been born pretty??? why did my parents make me look so ugly??? i see kat was complaining on how nobody updates thier journals and i have been doing and i see no comments!!!! what is wrong with people these days??? just kiddin, no but seriously i was on my space the other day, and this old person told me i shouldnt put socks on my kid cuz it would cut off his circulation??!!!! and people wonder why i dont take advice from old people. i once had someone tell me my kid would sleep better if i put him in a dresser drawer... r u serious, people actually did that? isnt that child abuse? and people my age arent any better, and i really dont care if they hear about this either. Jess Doak had a kid right??? yeah well she had that kid with Bo. Fuckin Bo! What do these girls see in you man? Your lazy, your a drug addict, and u dont do anything but get on peoples nerves. Amber is pregnant, but i wont say ne thing about her cuz she'll kick the living shit out me. i got the vibe that she never like me a long time ago.
yeah i know what yall are thinkin. amanda u got pregnant at 18. yeah i did u dumbfucks, but i also graduated highschool, work, dont do drugs, and and i'll recieve my associates in march, thats a big fuckin difference between me and them. i may not be pretty, and thin, but i have alot going for me. im not giving up, neither one of my parents seem to be very proud of me so i gotta be. i dont know why, im going further then either one of them ever did. my mom is a stupid drunk, and my dad has to have a women lead him around on a leash. they both do drugs, and they can deny it all the fuckin time, but im tellin ya cameras dont lie, and im not stupid. neither of them went to college. thats why i ask what the hell is wrong with people??? Do none of you think????
yeah i know what yall are thinkin. amanda u got pregnant at 18. yeah i did u dumbfucks, but i also graduated highschool, work, dont do drugs, and and i'll recieve my associates in march, thats a big fuckin difference between me and them. i may not be pretty, and thin, but i have alot going for me. im not giving up, neither one of my parents seem to be very proud of me so i gotta be. i dont know why, im going further then either one of them ever did. my mom is a stupid drunk, and my dad has to have a women lead him around on a leash. they both do drugs, and they can deny it all the fuckin time, but im tellin ya cameras dont lie, and im not stupid. neither of them went to college. thats why i ask what the hell is wrong with people??? Do none of you think????