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What the hell am I doing? I can't even touch upon anything tangible right now. I feel stuck between who I was and who I'm going to be. There's so much to do in the next few months...and I'm totally numbed.Everyone keeps telling me that I've taken on way too much this year and I'm beginning to agree with them. After what happened to me this week, I feel like throwing in the towel and just...saying fuck all of this. I could be doing so much better in any given thing if I could just devote more time to it. Everything in my life right now is so tense...I need to breathe...and sleep...and just...recuperate...There's so much ahead of me, and if I go at it with what I have now, it'll kill me...no question.